说话。也是一种技巧

Saggitarians are notorious for their harshness, bluntness and tactlessness in speaking.
And I,
succeeded in annoying some of my friends today..
Probably, because all I did was to complain bout stuffs i don see eye to eye with a 3rd person.. and that, i guess, its what people don like to hear.. ><
i realized the impact of not following the three filters in my prev post..

yet, i'm not a saint, i can't forgive everyone for things that they did wrong to me,
I can't accept why people will bother themselves when there are simpler / more efficient solutions? i;m an engineer, i simplify complicated stuffs..

never try to achieve an everyone happy goal, there's always ppl who are dissatisfied = like me =.=..

in conclusion, i should just

SHUT UP and SLEEP!

n i realize, this year, when under stress / pressure, i lose control of my tongue, i speak really harshly and will just complain non-stop, without thinking how i might irritate / anger people..
sorry..

still trying to control my temper.. where did my carefree personality go? why can't i find peace in things i used to enjoy doing?

i achieve accomplishments in academic, but i'm losing my friends, my emotions and most essentially, myself..

am hurt. when u say. "u still need a mom".
i'm just. plain tired. with the busy hectic schedule. am still couping. am still adapting.
can't a person complain. when she's juggling with stuffs.
as a uni student: do u ALWAYS sleep on time? wake up on time?
my feeble cry was just. these days i don't sleep on time or wake up early.
and ur reply was. that. further elaboration: "to remind u to sleep or wake up on time"

i am emo-ing!


-boo ><-

今天，说话的内容或许太直接了些？有或许口气太蛮横了些。有或许说的话毫无内容？就不小心惹烦了些朋友。
对不起。