"i'm so hot"

do not like myself in this kind of situation.. it's unhealthy.. it's suffocating.. it's .. just so not me..

after 3 continuous hectic weeks, inclusive of the two weeks of not-holidays easter break, one week of deadlines.. finally i get to destress myself in just this short weekend..

i'm enjoying the serene and tranquility.. just sitting in front of my laptop. listenin to soft songs while scheduling my second sinuisoidal period of busy life.. quietly typing out the highlights of my relaxing week after submitting important reports, tuts, interviews...

the title comes from the incident below:
my flu was worse than ever after a " tequila " with kaibin, yinlu them.. it was my 1st in my life~ am so proud~~ hahahaha! recollection: makes me bit high. just worried whether i'll get drunk, in the end i'm ok besides the increasin warmth of the body causing constant tomato-redness on my cheeks! n i was really flaming warm.. drinkin wine is an exothermic process.. it generates heat. and the ambient cool air failed to transfer heat convectively.. i was basically Elyn's heater.. warming her icy cold hands when she placed them on my face..
the sudden urge to drink was due to ..
-stress stress stress from 3 weeks of report writing during hols.. a microbiology exam i failed myself since i forgot the easy stuffs due to flu.. yea. blame the flu..
-surrounded by frens who are kinda moody these days.. there's always a rainbow after a rain.. so smile :)! things will turn out unexpectedly if you can face it from a different angle..
-ssshhh.. i just wanna unleash the wild side of me!! i'm a saggi who loves to play and try out new stuffs!!

went to glenelg with my lil bros + neighbour. another destressing activity. a day before my test.. hahaha.. cos those two were too emo.. conclusion: dont hang out with opposite sexes who are desperate.. they will do just anything!!

and yeah.. a good news! i earned my first wages in AUS on SAT!!! spent it on.. clothes :) went to westlakes with yihua n winnie & Delicious Chinese / Vietnamese Food with them.. another happy news.. i;ve shrunk!! to a smaller size due to unhealthy eating lifestyle + sickness... yeahhh!!

::to share::
::love does not mean possesion.. love is not an obsession.. keeping in control is the key..

::there's too much in life to be overruled by sad emotions..
::don't zoom in on the black dot on your white paper.. its just a small black dot on a piece of large white paper!!

:: happiness is just around the corner if you can appreciate things that you have, what you can give, and what you've received.. not to forget, who you shared it with!! don worry be happy~

ps* i wanna go gold coast!! during winter break!!! anyone interested?

i miss my frens circles! from the large say hi bye circle of frens, to my dearest phone buddies, to my shopping / yamcha buddies.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

hence.. for my next mission i;m going frens hunting~
"where are you?" mission will be postponed to the next blue moon..